excuse and new begin.
i wanted excuse mi readers i just fall out. The raeson was verry simple kidney cancer. I was very close by death; And recover is very hard. Mi kidney remove have happens one 3 april 2014. And i was end stage 2; it seems that al the other problems where doctors don t find the cause where connect with this. one this moment i feel the change. and i misse miself.
I have train hard. balance, coordination, reading, writing, memory. mindfulnes training iIs a ful program. its a search to find, what i am. A overcome nightterrors, stress, medical research. argue with the family, fear and depression.
But finily i do back mi babysteps in the direction from sharing. time for a new beginning..
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